Internet Fail and Party

Well, prepare your sacks to hit me with (Thats gonna sound weird unless you read the post before this :S) Internet broke so i couldn't post like i promised, ill make this a big one if you can be arsed to read it ;)

So, this weekend is going to be HUGE. Almost my entire year is going to a party at my best friends MANSION (Fuck yeah, His grandma owns the place) So im gonna be at a huge ass party, surrounded by fit girls and alcohol (Ill let you know how it goes ;) ) Schools still a bitch and i just dont want to think about exams but ive got no choice now. Ive done well getting over my crush and just chilled with mates to cheer me up last night, Things are looking up...

ALSO, fucking hell i feel like such a pimp right now. Theres this girl at school (As always) and i dont really fancy her that much, but im sure you know that there's always this one boy/girl that is just IRRESISTIBLE. Shes a right cock-tease! I think she may feel the same way kinda towards me, she said that i had sexy eyes and had really grown up and matured over the past few months. Today she actually made me just want to grab her then and there. She turned around to me in class and showed me how she brushed her teeth, she then proceeded to give the air particles a blowjob. Now, I maybe 15 but my sex drive is (Like all guys my age) Out of control.

Cya

Back again :)

Hey everyone :) Feeling 10 times better now, had a tough first week back and exams in 3 weeks so i wont be posting much. FML

Still, Ukulele's awesome so that keeps me happy. Worried about my audition for a drama course at college now (College?! Feels weird typing that) Ill post a big un tomorrow i swear! If not, you can all beat me with a sack of assorted soaps or some shiznit. Cya

Sorry For No Posts

Sorry about no posts till now, been busy with schoolwork n shit. Read my last post back... wish i hadn't posted it but shit happens ;)

Ill post a big one tomorrow night, still got work to do :(

Early Morning Love + Sadness

So, i recovered (after throwing up my breakfast) and got my ukulele. I wont bore you so ill just get to the juicy stuff, First song i learnt was "kiss me" by Sixpence None The Richer... The song is beautiful and all it made me think about was my crush and how we just don't connect. I played it too much and basically started tearing-kinda-ish. Sooo sad, but, if it wasn't meant to be then it wasn't meant to be right? So i now know my lives goal. I'm gonna play the song outside a girls window with my guitar on a warm summers eve. Wow... I'm so fking camp sometimes. Anyways, leave your comments ect ect. :)

I Love You Peoples :)

Thanks for the support everyone :) Good to know people read this. Keep commenting :)

Gonna post a HUGE post (Posing a post?) later on today. On the one day i decide to get all my schoolwork done ive fallen ill, so instead, ill be laying in my bed watching friends all day :)

Read my previous post... just my luck today right?

School :(((

Day hasn't gone that well, I start school again Monday and i "just cant wait" :( Got lots of work to do tomorrow and revision for the biggest exams of my life. I'm just dreading maths with my bitchy teacher. Shes one of the ones that was bullied as a kid and so feels that she must mentally screw with us in the classroom and fight back till she wins the argument. Still, im getting my ukulele tomorrow with any luck (which for me, is a hard thing to come by) I discovered today that im not hated by people, im just invisible to most of them, this is kind of a good thing right?

My World Ect...

Well, I woke up this morning with a new look on life.Anyway, as promised im gonna go a little more deeply into my life. It'll be short, i promise!

So, i live with my mum. dad and sister in a detached house somewhere in hertfordshire. I have a border collie cross (We don't know what the other dog was) who shall remain nameless ;). And, as with every story, there's a girl. She is STUNNING like you wouldn't believe. Its not like shes out of my league or anything, she's just not right anymore. She changed to stay with her friends and to fit in more and i just don't like the new her. She knows i like her (Ive told her before) and i catch her looking at me so i decided to kinda ask her out (Fuck it, i just wanted to know) Simply, she didn't say yes or no. Instead, she said "Awh that's really sweet!"

"Ahhh Shit..." was my first thought. Shes now dating a 17 year old chav ( In England its a person who wears tracksuit and cheapy brand name clothes, wears massive hoop earings, talks like they have no teeth and, if female, is usually pregnant by 14 (It stands for Council House And Violent) with a six pack. And yes, im jealous. Well, im starting to bore you now ( let me know if im not ) Ill talk more later.

Early Morn' Feeling the Love

Hi again, I know its early but i needed to post this as i feel that its important to me. I just made someone feel really good about themselves :) Anonymously ofc ;) But i kinda wish it wasnt. Do you ever just want to be able to rewind time, do something, then see what would happen. If you didnt like what happened you could just rewind time and do it differently. This is what i posted and the response...

Your beautiful :) don't change >

I don't want to sound pathetic but this just made me well up :) Instead of saying 'Who are you?' like i normally would (even though im dying to know) I just want to say thank you. Thank you for thinking that i was worth a comment like that. Thank you for being the lovely person you are. Thank you for brightening up my life a tiny bit on here instead of trying to bring me down. I dont know who you are but people like you give me faith in humanity and make me look forward to the rest of my life :)
Jesus that's cheesey but i really dont care. Thank you, whoever you are, You really have made me feel special!

32 minutes ago

I know this person from school and she really is beautiful and doesn't get the credit she deserves.

It makes me wonder, if people knew it was me, the Alex they know, posting comments on their formspring's and blogging, would they treat me differently? would there responses be completely different?

My First Entry

Hello world, My name is Alex "Anonymous" (To protect myself :] ) I'm 15 (16 soon) and life in Hertfordshire. Im a half-nerdy late bloomer whos bored out of his brains and doesn't want to even CONSIDER his GCSE's, So, i made this blogspot to help ease both those things :].

I know im probably boring you already but i may aswell tell the internet about my life right? Main thing on here is that i don't get girls... AT ALL and that i believe in some kind of karma as im the most unlucky person to walk hertfordshire (not even kidding) I get oranges curving around a target and hitting me in the face, on trips to London my bags always split, and i broke my bed a little while masturbating one time... (Who cares, im anonymous ;] ) I don't consider myself that bad looking. Girls tell me im cute but like a puppy, not like some hunk out of a perfume ad or some shit. People don't really know the real me. I dont play my ps3 anymore and Xbox kinda sucks dick anyway. Most of the time (especially over the last few weeks) Ive been getting high with my best friend "Jack" (To protect the innocent) and jamming in his cellar. I also play guitar and drums :)

And i freaking love dubstep and indie...

Thats all you're getting now internet ;) tomorrow i tell you about my sisters hot friends and my crush or some shiznit.